[The following is an article titled “Biography of V.M. Litelantes” originally published by the Gnostic Institute of Anthropology, 2009. I am sharing it in full because it is a beautiful depiction of this remarkable master. I have edited for clarity when possible and added pictures. -Gnostic Muse]
Biography of V.M. Litelantes
(1920-1998)
Introduction
It is very difficult to enter in the enigmatic personality of our Venerable Master Litelantes. The one who really knew her was her husband, and he did not speak much about his mysterious priestess.
This is based on the few details in the Master Samael’s works, and in the illuminating words of her secretary, Mr. Alfredo Dosamantes, and in interviews made by some of her closest students, that we shall take the liberty of speculating the passing of this great Master.
Her Origin
Arnolda Garro was born on October 6, 1920 in Colombia in a very poor family.
Of the large family (ten children) Arnolda was the darker one, and certainly was always unfavorably compared with her whiter in or even blonde brothers.
Since she was very young, Litelantes had an exceptional talent and great powers of perception that made her stand out among her classmates; she did not need to read almost any books, by just paying attention she would memorize the classes taught by the teachers; she had an admirable photographic memory. Despite her young age, she was the highlight of her family; she would negotiate, discuss and manage things with such skills, that she would surprise everyone with her eloquence and brilliance.
She was quite a precocious girl, her psychological and spiritual maturity were amazingly beyond her years. She said she wanted to become a lawyer, to avoid being harassed by anyone; that she would never marry, and that she would always be single.
But one day, during an outdoors family dinner, the Garro chatted under the trees, and it fell precisely on top of her head, a night crawler which lodged in the scalp, and unfortunately it was impossible to keep it from hurting her; it caused her a strong infection in her little head, and at that time Penicillin had not been yet discovered. She used to say that ever since; her hair would no longer grow normally, that before her illness it would reach down her waist. She got a very embarrassing disease, large amounts of pus would come out, and her general health was soon exhausted.
The doctors did not have a cure for her desperate condition, but a friend of her mom told her that there was a solution: that during the mass she should do a prayer at the instance of the consecration, and at the raising of the anointing, she should see it, not to bend down the head; moreover, she should boil the flowers that were purposely brought to the church and with that water, to wash the wound. They carried out the spiritual recipe and she miraculously healed, but she was unfortunately unable to continue her studies, as she would no longer assimilate the classes; she was not able to finish primary education.
On certain occasion, she remembered this sad experience, and she would say, if it had not been for that disease, she could have been a lawyer; not knowing Law affected her a lot when the “Grandpa”* died, when his so-called disciples wanted to take over everything: books, author’s copyright, institutions, even the house where he died, to make it a museum.
(A. D.)Then, I took myself the initiative to make the following comments:
“Don’t you think, Chief, that ultimately God knows what it does? If you had not had the disease, you would certainly be a lawyer and single. In that case, you would have never married Master Samael and we would never be here, because the “Grandpa” would not have risen, nor embodied his Real Self, nor written his books; therefore, we would know nothing of Gnosis.”
Upon hearing my words, she looked at me with such seriousness and then, she had one of those enigmatic looks, with that particular brightness, between smile and prior knowledge of events.
The Amazon Jinas
Due to her restless character and the illness that changed her life forever, she dedicated her infancy to do field work, thus becoming an extraordinary cowgirl; taming wild horses and fulfilling her management obligations at the farm of her parents. She was a good amazon and farmer.
Those were difficult times and Arnolda had all the occupations of a son, which she performed flawlessly. But the important thing about this extraordinary young woman was not learning the worldly matters, managing or handling of animals. What was important was her magical world, very particular, and her control over the outer and inner nature, thanks to her wisdom, which dated from distant lives, and to her unusual will power. As years passed, she achieved real wonders in the way to initiation and her Esoteric Mastery.
She smiled broadly when she remembered her days as Amazon. On certain occasion, a good friend asked her if it was true that in her youth she tamed horses, and she responded: “Yes, before I tamed colts and now I tame devils…”
The Old Lady Jinas
At age thirteen, she became a friend of an old lonely lady, and Arnolda gladly helped her, bringing water to her house every single day. The old lady, grateful for the favor, began to teach her the mysterious Jinas Science. She only put as requirement, not to ever use that knowledge to visit boyfriends or any man, to be a well behaved young lady, and not to ever spy on people.
The moral character she had, was just perfect to make a promise of this nature, therefore, the old lady gladly taught her the Mysteries of the Orphic Egg, becoming the young disciple, a Jinas expert at age thirteen.
During the evening she would dress up, comb her hair, she would prepare herself with such care, paradoxically in order to go to bed, so that she would not have to do it in the morning again and to get up quickly; this would arouse the curiosity and derision from her sisters, who even threatened to tell her parents, that she would certainly go for a walk at night. In either way, Arnolda always got her way, entering into Jinas state despite the vigilance of her family.
When taking her physical body, as a lady she was, always liked to hang out with her best garments. When we asked her where she went in Jinas, so nicely dressed, she replied: “Where would I go, but to Cataluña, Spain, to the Temple of Montserrat.”
Perhaps since then, she has had the ability to sleep through the night in one position, even with her stuffed dolls placed on top of her blanket, which would not move despite of being on her feet, or on any other part of her body.
Very rapidly the young Master learned to move in Jinas to the Temple of Montserrat, where she received so valuable instructions, which later on, would serve to support the Master in his Great Work for the benefit of mankind.
Let’s recall that Master Samael precisely mentions that the Temple of Montserrat is a Jinas Temple, which closely guards the holy grail, which contained the precious blood of our Lord Jesus Christ; it was brought here by Joseph of Arimathea. It is from this holy temple, that the light of gnosis is spread to everyone.
On her last visit to Montserrat, the Master showed the place of access to that Jinas temple, while meeting with some students; we are referring to the Hermitage of Saint John, which lies along the path that starts at the top of the aerial tramway.
This is actually a Jinas gateway, so that the student requires having the physical body in such state to enter the temple, besides, it is a difficult entry, full of trials and terrible requirements.
As she indicated, there is another entry to which can only be reached by air, a direct access to the temple, which can be seen on the cliffs that are in front of the auto service restaurant located just before the monastery. As a matter of fact, our Master knows from experience, the mysteries of the Temple of Montserrat and of its Black Madonna.
The Encounter
Comments of JMV: V.M. Gargha Kuichines
This Anecdote of how Master Samael came to know the one who would be his priestess is extremely funny, as it is very interesting, by the strange way in which the events occurred. Next, I tell story the Master once told me:
“Roaming the lands of Antioquia, without a nickel and without direction, passing through a small town, I saw a woman washing in a brook (stream), I descended the hill, and said to her: I came for you, she replied: and I was waiting for you, I said to her: let’s go, and she replied back: wait, let me finish washing first; she soon finished, gathered the clothes from the rocks and left with me. She then asked me: where are we going? and I said to her:wherever you want”…
The Master continued saying to me: “I made my living reading the palm of the hands and also preparing some creams for ailments, headaches and bruises; most of the time walking on bare feet. So I walked half of Colombia”.
“La Negra” (nickname the Master had for his wife), told him that she knew how to leave in Astral Body, that she knew he would come for her, that she had gone to the creek with some clothes, just to avoid arousing suspicion among her family members.
The Master Litelantes used to say that one of her sisters, Josephine the blonde one, the prettiest and favorite one, the one with whom they always compared her unfavorably, was very ill, so bad it was that doctors had taken the case as hopeless; she was vomiting blood and she had very intense fevers, that mainstream medicine could not control.
Her family learned that there was a man who could cure hopeless cases, so they asked Arnolda to go and look for him as a last resort, because they all believe that her sister could die that very same night or in the following morning. The young lady managed to find the healer, whose appearance was that of a bricklayer: bearded, aging, unkempt, as she would comment. She asked him the favor to visit her home and heal her sister, to which he answered: If you like I can accompany you home, and she replied: “No, thanks, I prefer to go home alone”.
After a few hours the healer arrived at the Garro family residence, and started attending the sick girl with his remedies, he gave her some plants and told the family that if the fever would drop before 12:00 am, the young girl would recover, but if it wouldn’t, that he would not commit to cure her.
The fact is that her sister was cured and the healer ended up falling in love with Arnolda, reason for which he would always try to find ways to approach the Garro family, under the pretext of supervising the recovery of her sister.
That healer was Mr. Víctor Manuel Gómez Rodríguez, who later one would be known by the sacred name of Samael Aun Weor.
The Master Litelantes used to say that despite his appearance of a bricklayer, she had sympathy for the healer, she liked him, and that there was something in him that attracted her. The young Arnolda was of a strong character and would not allow anyone to control her.
The healer, deeply fell in love with that young dark girl, thin, of tough character, with stern and delicate eyes at once -totally enigmatic, as he once declared it to her in a poem at that time- and with a captivating smile.
Therefore, he sought the means of approaching the Garro family, that although they were grateful for the healing of their daughter, they were not please to see him trying to woo Arnolda. The Mistress said that when she asked her mother, Mrs. Belinda, what she thought about the mister who healed, she scolded her and sent her immediately to the kitchen.
Mr. Gómez, meanwhile, became a friend of the alleged boyfriend of the young Arnolda (her neighbor and tenant), who told him that the young girl was a “Tiger”, that she wouldn’t let him, to which Don Víctor Manuel commented that because of it, he was even more interested, that she was exactly what he was looking for.
In the end, the “Tiger” gave both an ultimatum, that the suitor who truly offer her marriage and fulfill his promise, she would marry him.
The one who decided to take the challenge, was the “Grandpa” who proceeded to inform the Garro family. They received the news with much disgust; reason why Arnolda expressed to them, she had decided to marry him whether they gave her their blessing or not, that it would be on their conscience if she would marry without their consent, so the parents had no other choice than blessing their union.
The same way, the determined Arnolda talked with the priest, who already knew her character, and since they were living town the very same day, he had no other choice but to bless them. It was a fulminating courtship of 20 days, where the fate of the 20th century gnosis, and of the centuries to come, was decided. It was here Indeed, that the process of correction and rising for Samael Aun Weor’s Bodhisattva began, until he became fully realized in the embodiment of Víctor Manuel Gómez Rodríguez.
Back in 1946 for the first time, the Master speaks of “The Jinas States ”, and later on, he openly disclosed the Master who revealed to him, with full details, the formula of this great mystery, His priestess-wife: Master Litelantes.
“This Lady-Adept enjoys “Continuous Consciousness”, and through countless reincarnations was able to educate and energize certain occult powers that, among other things, allowed her to remember her past lives and the history of the planet and its races. She was the esoteric collaborator of Venerable Master AUN WEOR: She discovered the Jinas States mentioned by Don Mario Roso de Luna and Arnold Krumm-Heller. She collaborated with Master Aun Weor in the scientific research of Vegetable Elementals, listed in the Treaty of Occult Medicine.
This Lady-Adept is one of the 42 Judges of Karma, is absolutly silent, and even as such, she never shows off her powers or her knowledge. The Guru Litelantes, works anonymously and silently in the Palace of the Lords of Karma. This Lady-Adept is the soul mate of Venerable Master Aun Weor, and through countless reincarnations, she has always been the faithful companion of the Master.
This powerful seer has in her mind, all the wisdom of the centuries and with her clairvoyant faculties collaborated with Master Aun Weor, studying the different Elemental Departments of Nature.”
With her help, Master Samael would write “Igneous Rose” and “Treatise on Occult Medicine and Practical Magic”, and we may say all his work as well.
In his “Treatise of Occult Medicine and Practical Magic”, which was released in 1952, he already speaks openly of Litelantes and of her extraordinary faculties. By 1954, he confirms what was already said about her and also expands her catalog of faculties; however, he also states that “The pedants of the epoch have already exhausted their difamatory slime against her.” What would be a constant in her life.
We know well by Litelantes herself, her children and some students of the time, that from the beginning of Master Samael’s mission, the majority of his “followers” would look at her with contempt (among other things because she was not an instructor nor an academic), seeking to humiliate her and to relegate her to the kitchen.
However, she always abided with great equanimity to these slights, saying that she paid no attention to ill-wills or to people’s gossip, that on the contrary, that she was grateful to them, that they were giving her a favor by doing so, since at least they would talk about her, even if wrong; that people did not pay her phone bill, or her rent, or her cigarettes, or her whims; that the more they would ill speak of her, the more she would eat, the more fun she would have and the more places she would go; that It is madness to pay attention to those that curse us, that if she would have paid attention to what people have said of her, she would have disembodied long ago, etc.
In 1956 was published by first time, a fine work of Venerable Master Samael Aun Weor, called “The Greater Mysteries”, where he once again refers to our beloved Litelantes, as follows:
“Those who know how to leave in Astral, those who know how to settle their accounts in the Tribunal of Karma, those who receive the direct teachings in the temples of mysteries, those who remember their past reincarnations, they do know; although they have never read a single book in occultism, although they are in the world but poor illiterates, even though they are nothing but merely sad cooks or wild Indians, those are the people who truly know.
We know of two powerful illuminated ones who are very simple: one is a savage Indian from the Sierra Nevada of Santa Marta, Colombia, and the other one is the powerful Guru Litelantes, Grand Master of the Cosmic Justice; these two powerful Initiates, enjoy the privilege of having Continuous Conciousness. In such privileged status, they both have knowledge that could never be written, because if it were written, it would be a profanity.” (A. D.)
In light that a paragraph from the book The Greater Mysteries, provoked that followers of a disciple of the Master, (VM Rabolu) considered him as the aforementioned “Savage Indian” of the Sierra Nevada; I begged Litelantes to explain to me who he was referring to. She emphatically stated that Master Samael was referring to Mama Ceferino Maravita, which effectively goes according to the text; even though the disciple was dark, he was not an Indian, nor was he a savage. At the conclusion of The Greater Mysteries in the last chapter, Master Samael reiterates that he has known only two individuals who are ready for Gnosis : An Indian and Master Litelantes.
Comments of Mr. A.D.
Very often we noticed, that if someone approached her with prejudice, seeing her as an ignorant, denying her Mastery beforehand, she would completely concealed her light and wisdom and she would manifest herself exactly as such person wanted to see her.
If the person would approach her with good heart and without bias, she would convey her teachings in a way that, he could easily begin to understand it; in this fashion, she would cover her words with a veil, to accommodate his understanding.
If the person approached the Mistress with good will and with some knowledge, genuinely trying to consult her, she would then speak in riddles, and would give her answers, that only after some time would begin to make sense. I believe that many of us were fortunate enough to verify this; I mean, how her words would come true, the very same ones, that at one time were nothing but puzzles.
Very exceptionally, we came to hear from her mouth clear words concerning the sacred mysteries. In those memorable occasions —that were always brief— the Mistress always expressed herself with an unimaginable precision, with phrases -parallel to the most beautiful ones, linked with illustrious elegancy- that we have not heard in university classrooms or in the most eloquent speeches.
It was really amazing that, someone who had never passed through a university, would speak with such eloquence, a neatness of language that can only be found in a Doctor of Law and Philosophy, and the depth of concept that would leave one stunned. A truly unique case, that of our beloved Mistress Litelantes.
Master of the Greater Mysteries
The Three Mountains was the last work in which Venerable Master Samael spoke widely about his priestess-wife (Christmas Message 1972-1973), first released in September of 1972.
This is a work of biographical-esoteric character, where the Master brought to light, his various initiations. Here is how he describes his First Fire Initiation:
“I waited with infinite anxiousness, the date and the hour of the initiation; it was the most sacred 27. I wanted an initiation, similar to the one Commander Montonero received in the Temple of Chapultepec, or like the one that Gines de Lara —The reincarnated Deva— had at the Sancta Sanctorum or Adytum of the Knights Templar, in the extraordinary evening of a lunar eclipse.
But my case was certainly very different, even if it sounds incredible, on the night of the initiation I felt disappointed. Resting with infinite anguish in my hard bed, in a humble cottage by the seashore, I spent a sleepless night waiting in vain. My priestess wife was slept; sometimes she would move in her bed, or would speak incoherent words. The sea with its raging waves hitting the beach, roaring terrifyingly, like protesting…
It was already morning and nothing! Nothing! Nothing! What a night of dogs, my God! God Bless and Santa Maria! What an intellectual and moral storm I just experienced in those fatal night hours! There is really no resurrection without death, no dawn at all in nature or in man without a preceding darkness, sadness and nocturnal atony that makes light even more adorable.
All my senses were put to the test, tortured in mortal agonies that made me exclaim: My Father! if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but as You will. At sunrise, as a fireball that would seem to sprout from within the stormy ocean, Litelantes awoke saying: “Do you remember the party they did for you up there? You received The Initiation.”
How? But, what are you saying? Party? Initiation? Which one? All I know is that I have spent a night more bitter than gall. What? -Litelantes exclaimed in amazement- didn’t you bring any memories to your physical brain? Don’t you remember the Great Chain? Did you forget the words of the Great Initiator?
Overwhelmed with such questions, I asked Litelantes saying: What did the Great One say to me? You were warned -the Lady Adept exclaimed- that from this point forward, you will have double responsibility for the Teachings you give in the world. Besides -said Litelantes- you were dressed with the white linen tunic of the Occult Fraternity Adepts, and entrusted with the Flaming Sword.
Ah!, I understand now. While I was going through so much bitterness in my bedding of penitent and hermit, my Real Inner Self was receiving the cosmic initiation… God Bless and Santa Maria! But what happens to me? Why am I so dumb? I’m a little hungry, I think it’s time to get up for breakfast.
Moments later, Litelantes gathered in the kitchen some dry woods that served as fuel to light the fire. The breakfast was delicious; I ate with much appetite after so painful night. A new daily routine came. I worked as always to earn my daily bread and rested on my bed around noon. I was certainly sleepless and it felt just for a little rest, besides I felt sad of heart.
I did not have, therefore, any inconvenience to lay in the supine position, I mean, in position facing up and with a well relaxed body. Suddenly, finding myself in a Waking State, I see that someone enters my bedroom; I recognize is a Chela of the Venerable White Lodge. The disciple brings a book in his hands; he wishes to consult me to request certain authorization… When I tried to respond, I spoke with certain voice that sorprised even myself: Atman, responding through the creative larynx is terribly divine.
Go -said to him my Real Self- fulfill the mission that I have entrusted to you. The Chela gratefully retired. Ah!, how I have changed… Finally! I now understand! These were my exclamations after the Chela left. Gladly I got off the hard bedding to talk with Litelantes; I needed to tell her what happened. I felt something superlative, like if in the interior of my Concience an Atmic changed had operated, transcendental, of esoteric kind, divine…
I longed for another night. That tropical day was for me like a Hall of Wisdom. As soon as possible I wanted to see the sun as a ball of fire, sinking once more among the stormy waves of the ocean. When the moon began to steel-color the stormy waters of the Caribbean, in those moments when the birds of the sky go to their nests, I then urged Litelantes to complete her domestic chores. That night, we went to bed earlier than usual. I longed for something, I was in a Ecstatic State.
Laying back again on my hard bed of penitent and hermit, in that Hindustan asana of “dead man” -supine position, face up, body relaxed, arms along your sides, feet together by the heels and open in the shape of a fan- I awaited with alert perception, alert novelty. Suddenly, in a split second, I remembered a distant mountain. What happened then was something unusual, strange.
I saw myself there in an instant, over the top, far away from the body, affections and mind… Atman without ties, away from the dense body and in absense of supersensible vehicles. In such moments of Samadhi, the Cosmic Initiation received the prior night was for me a tangible fact, a crude living reality that I did not even need to remember. When I put my right hand on the golden cord, blissful I could evidence that I had the Flaming Sword, exactly on the right side. All the information Litelantes had given me resulted precised. How happy I felt now as man spirit! I was certainly dressed with the white linen tunic.”
What primordial conclusion can we draw from this fragment of The Three Mountains? Undoubtedly, the Venerable Master Litelantes was already an Initiate way before Master Samael received his First Fire Initiation.
Indeed, how else can we explain that she was present in the Great Chain? How is it that she knew the words of the Great Initiator? It is irrefutable that Litelantes was already part of the group of the Great Initiator, I mean, she had already received the initiation.
Didn’t she bring the memories of the extraordinary experience, while the Master spent a night, as he describes, more bitter than gall? However, “she slept, sometimes she would move in her bed, or would speak incoherent words.”
Paradoxically, many people mystically proud, thought and continue to think that esoterically our Mistress slept or uttered incoherent words, that in reality she was not Mistress, despite the explicit text of the Fifth Gospel. To deny the Mastery of the wife of the Avatar of Aquarius, would be like tearing off the pages of the works of Master Samael, where he speaks about her; we would have to mutilate the Fifth Gospel.
As the oft-quoted aphorism by Master Samael says: “Behind every great man there is a great woman”, which came into effect with the avatar, who is the first to acknowledge that his priestess-wife taught him the management of the Jinas forces, that she is a powerful Guru, that she has the unimaginable hierarchy of Judge of Karma, that she was present in the Great Chain where he received his First Fire Initiation, and that all the information Litelantes gave him resulted precised, as it happened in all events of the inner and outer life of the Master.
In fact, her family, friends and students remember that Master Samael used to say, that everything the Mistress had ever predicted or warned him about, had become mathematically true. Besides, He affirmed that the severe warnings the Mistress ever gave him, and her stern temper, were typical of the Masters of Law, and the terrifying thing was that she was always right; that she was mathematic as a pytagoric table.
Her family and eyewitnesses recount, that when the Masters had disagreements, the Mistress always concluded the discussion by telling Master Samael: “We’ll meet up there tonight”, I mean, in the Tribunal, and that the Master would simply submit (literally: “bent down the head”) and would keep a respectful silence, because he always had for her a deep respect and deference.
Many witnessed when Master Samael came to express that the Venerable Master Litelantes was the highest Turiya he had ever known. Turiya is the Master who has the highest degree of intuition; the one who posseses Prajña Paramita, is someone who can speak with his own Inner God face to face.
Hail Litelantes, Blessed Mistress, Lady and Mother of ours, Sacred Tonanzin!
The Mistress used to say that when she first saw Grandpa, he looked like a mason, bearded, dirty and old, that his feet were swollen from drinking so much, and that he was also a big womanizer. She started by shaving him and cleaning him. She always shaved him until the end. After the bath she would lay his properly combined clothes on the bed, because when he would do it, he would put on socks of different color.
The Mistress instead of adopting an attitude of constant harassment and warnings, to keep the Grandpa from drinking, she gave him freedom and gradually she suggested him the idea of a change. The fact is that our beloved Mistress took away from the Grandpa, the habit of drinking, and of women. Finally, thanks to her perseverance and to her smooth style, Grandpa was able to change his behavior, and left the vices which brought him nothing good, to begin walking the Path of Initiation.
The result was that Grandpa wrote his first book for the benefit of the suffering mankind: “The Gateway to Initiation”, also titled “The Perfect Matrimony of Kinder”, 1950 work, which became known in later editions simply as “The Perfect Matrimony”. It was from this point forward, that the Master began his great work. A work that Master Samael himself called The Fifth Gospel, and indeed could not be delivered without the intervention of our dear Master.
The healer who came from remote lands inhabited by Indians of the Sierra Nevada, found on his journey his priestess wife Litelantes, the Jinas expert, the Judge of Karma, the Initiate that truly initiates him, the one who godfathers the Master for entry into the Great Chain directed by the Great Initiator. The enigmatic Jinas Master who enjoys continuous consciousness of conscious awareness. The Virgin of the tribunal prepared and carried out the advent of the Red Christ of Aquarius, Hierophant more than Hierophant, True Avatar and Initiator of a New Age.
Let’s recall that Master Samael himself affirmed that she had never fallen, for which -with her Living Stone- she was ever present to support him, always lifting him, until the right moment of achieving the purest conception, the alchemical birth of that wonderful incarnation of Vishnu: the Buddha Maitreya, the Kalki Avatar of the New Age of Acuarius.
Hail Maitreya!
“He whose name (word) is kindness”
Following the death of the Master, most of his “disciples” ignored his priestess-wife, his esoteric collaborator, the initiator, the alchemical matrix where Samael was conceived within Víctor Manuel Gómez Rodríguez. The process of disembodiment of the V. M. Litelantes lasted two years, culminating on February 5th, 1998 at 8:10pm.
Her Legacy
Fragments from the book ‘Litelantes in Spain’.
How wonderful it is when they speak of us! I am happy when they speak of me; those “Asleep, Unconscious” don’t know what they’re doing, talking about a person they don’t even know, or how one lives.
How low they have reached! Reason that I have been left alone. Why? Because when a woman becomes a widow, without a husband, they want to “Sweep and Mop” with her everywhere. But with me, all Gnostic Students are mistaken; all those who believe they’re “Masters” have ended up but “Rehearsed, Dressed and Agitated”.
This was the only thing Samael left to me: people, Let them criticize me! Some grasp the knowledge, some to the right and others to the left… But I go on, disposed to remain at the center of the teachings, to avoid pleasing the contrary. They all seem rehearsed and agitated. How little they see me!
According to them I’m just a petty thing. But I am delighted! Black, tiny and without culture, I am delighted and happy! Like this I continue hindering everyone, and I gladly stand in their way. To those who don’t like it… I move forward! I am not interested in saying things the right way, or not saying them at all… What really interests me is the Divine Beings; the ones here are too fault-finding, they live criticizing each other, devouring each other without thinking they must die to themselves, without thinking of getting to know themselves, before speaking of anyone else.
Samael used to say: “Go out with your secretary, allow him to help you with the lectures, and remain silent”. Here I’m saying something! This is all I can tell you. Hopefully you will walk straight!
And if you give up the teachings, leave quietly, say nothing, do not criticize the students, do not criticize the one is giving the teachings. Leave quietly, be brave, have the courage to step out of the teachings and don’t talk about anybody; not about the male or female instructors, because they give what they can, Don’t force them beyond their capacity! If you are so capable, go ahead yourselves… this is something we don’t see! That’s it.
Her sufferings intensified in the preservation and integrity of the Master ‘s work, and in the “Harmony and Order” that we now enjoy in the Gnostic Institute of Anthropology; so that we could have enough time and opportunities for the inner work… As she once said:
“When I leave it will not happen as it did with the Grandfather, I will leave it all tied and bound.”
She was the sacred matrass of the Master, his Alchemical Athanor, where he received the fire, the burning flame of wisdom, to give it away to this suffering humanity, to leave a legacy of synthesis and without ambiguity, Gnosis, the Profound Wisdom of the Being, which remained occult for centuries…
Her Sacred Heritage is as extraordinary as it is mysterious, inscrutable. However, we can say that the main gift she gave to humanity was to raise the Colossus of Alchemy, the greatest modern Kabbalist and Alchemist, the Transcendental Master, the Buddha Maitreya, the Kalki Avatar of the New Age of Aquarius: The Venerable Master Samael Aun Weor.
Final Words
Sometimes she was like a little girl, for her simplicity, inocence and good cheer; other times she was like a mother, with the same love and care; she was also like a good partner, I mean, so happy and cheerful as a boy, with the same companionship. Finally, there was that inscrutable part, impossible to define, something like a mixture of mother-father-hierarch-devouring serpent or maybe eagle-lion- dragon, in fact, something truly unusual, inexplicable. Her love and her smile, will remain forever.
*”Grandpa” is a term of endearment and respect for Samael Aun Weor in many Spanish-speaking cultures.